How is today different than yesterday?

     The routine seems the same.  The feelings seem the same.  The circumstances seem the same.  You are looking for the cloud the size of a man's hand, but nothing so far.

     You are a Soldier of The Cross, and as such, you have crossed The Line.  You have decided to take up The Cross - the place of the death of the flesh - and follow hard after Him.  It means leaving control, offense, and many personal rights behind as you press on.

     Albeit He never changes, He is creative beyond any concept.  He is Loving beyond any concept.  He is active beyond any concept. 

     He gets it.

     And He who made you will reveal Himself to you today if you will look for Him.  There is no greater thrill, and thrill never gets old.

     Tell Him you will look for Him and wait for Him.
     Tell Him aloud. 
     is His heart that you walk in his delightful and active reality.

     Soldier, consider the hours that are passing.

     Are you sure you want to make the issue the matter that must be resolved in this life?  Why would you do that? Why would you make that choice?

     Are you indeed a Soldier of The Cross, or must you know that your needs are met now?

     Is He able or is He not?

     You must tell Him. 
     Aloud and aloud.

     Soldier of The Cross, you don't have to do it all yourself.

     The Amplified Bible says:

        "The Lord is my Shepherd [to feed, guide, and shield me], I shall not lack."
                                  Psalm 23:1

     Is it true?  You won't taste His provision until you stand before Him and acknowledge that He is the Provider and you trust Him.  Then, if you have to knock on hundreds of doors without one opening, you will still have the supernatural assurance that regardless of the "now",  you will not lack.

     He has never let down any Soldier who has trusted Him and waited for Him.

     If asked right now, what would you declare is the purpose of your life?

     You know the right answer, but is it really true?  Is His will your goal?  Is it your goal to know Him?  Are you begging to be changed?  Is it beautiful to you?

     Soldier of The Cross, you must agree with God that there is nothing else.  That means that the thing that is so painful is there because of His direct interest in your best.   Even though your flesh is screaming through your mind and emotions, you do not have the capacity to know better than He. 

      And at that, it is possible that He is blessing you by delaying relief.  So, you must affirmatively and deliberately agree with Him.

     You know the Word of God.  You know the verses.  But all the right answers don't help.  That is because the only solace is in agreeing that His way and His time are far better than your own design.

     We are all together and at the same time, we are alone, in that there is no one else in your body.  Yes, thank God, we have the Indwelling Holy Spirit.  Nevertheless, He has designed you in such a way that no other person lives in your tent - only you.

     You must gaze upon Him.  You must long for Him.  And you must agree with Him.

     Tell Him today.
     Aloud.

     Soldier of The Cross, you are not to be stubborn, nor are you to be squishy.

     You are to learn the Lord.  You must recognize Him, bend to His Will and His Ways and you must agree with Him at all times, regardless of the cost or the feeling.

     You will never grow immune to human failure and there is never any guarantee of human success.  There is the promise that He will withhold no good thing.

     That means that in His economy, losing a child can be as much of a blessing as gaining a child.  Being paralyzed can be just as much of a blessing as being healed.  Being in prison can result in more freedom than being on the outside.

     It is a matter of His Will and His Ways.  Period.

     Time is short.  Eternity is far more than a long time.  It is forever and ever.

     Agree with God.
     Alone and aloud.

     Lord, as I stand before you tonight I want to leave my burden with you as you have instructed.    How thankful I am for that command.

     Oh Lord, the problem is, it always feels like it is about me.  I understand it is about you and I come to you agreeing with your Word and longing for you to change me.

     I can't deal with this in any human way and know that you have designed it so that I must come to you.  Thank you.   Thank you for loving me no matter what.  Thank you for Grace no matter what.  Thank you for Heaven no matter what.

     I can say the right things, but I want the inmost recesses of my heart to be lined up with you.   I acknowledge and rest in your sovereign design.

     Thank you so much for being a personal Lord, and for giving me the privilege of opening the door so we can sup together.

     My Lord and my God.

     Soldier of The Cross, tomorrow holds no fear for those who have given their lives to Him.

     He is an active, aware and able Lord, fully tuned in to you and your needs.

     You do not need to be concerned about control.  Or the reaction of others.   There is no call for fretting over money or a sudden change of plan.

     Your situation is no worse than anyone else's.  It only feels that way. The truth is, He is answering pryer and He is in control.

     He knows what He is doing. 

     Agreeing with God in prayer is the key to assurance and the seeing of His Hand.
     Tell Him today.
     Aloud.

     Soldier of The Cross, forget trying to measure your faith.

     It is not just about your faith, it is about His faithfulness.

     Modern Christianity has switched things around.  The object of everything has become the Christian instead of the Creator.
         
     Not so for the Soldier.  It is about taking up the Cross and following hard after The One who made Himself so real to you that you can't go back.

     Press on. 
     There is nothing else!  He is always the same and will never, no never, no never leave you nor fail you.

     Soldier of The Cross,  it is for Him, from Him and about Him.

     It is easy to lose sight of this and try to squeeze the matter into the box of rationality.  It won't work.

     The flesh will never give up the attempt to be in control and the Spirit will never compromise.

     We serve a sovereign Lord.  Hallelujah!

     Dying to self is something that happens in prayer - over and over and over again.  It is not an achievement.  It is a process of learning to yield.

     He who designed the matter is able to do the deepest work in you to bring about His own likeness.

     You must look at Him. Then speak to Him.
     Aloud.

     Those who would serve must make sure they do not have to be served.

     He cannot minister through a critical spirit, a barrier of offense or insecurity that demands constant reassurance.

     It takes wanting Him more than wanting the itch of the flesh to be scratched.

     Soldier of The Cross, He can and will use the weakest Soldier in the hardest moments.  

     Simply be available.  Tell Him so.  Aloud,